I am beyond disappointed with myself today. I hadn’t cried in weeks until this morning. I feel like I’ve gone back about 10 steps and can’t see the other side of this darkness that’s hanging over me like a never-ending black cloud. Everything just feels like such hard work and I really don’t think I can be bothered. I don’t want to be bothered, with anything. In fact I’d be more than happy to curl up in a ball in bed and stay there.
Could someone kindly tell this miracle to hurry up?
So this is one of my main problems. I do care about other people’s approval far too much than I should, or is healthy. How do I change this though? Does anyone have a magic wand that can rid me of all these insecurities? I wish!
I’m getting pretty fed up of fighting. I’d just like to get to the other side with some sense of happiness and positivity in place.