Wednesday 24th July

Yeah so right now forget everything I wrote yesterday.

I am having major doubts about going to the gym, which I know is completely pathetic when there are lots of really important things happening in the world. But right now I could quite easily hide under my desk until the morning with my eyes closed and my fingers in my ears singing ‘la la la la laaaaaa’.

Totally, totally pathetic I know, which just makes me feel worse. So why can I only see negative outcomes?
I just wish I didn’t care what other people thought of me, but then how do you change a 30 year habit that quickly?!

I just pray I don’t fall on my face, cry, or worse….


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